There was no way in hell Charlie would ever be able to make up the years spent pushing Vanya away. It was impossible. She felt that deep in her core. Deep and burning in her chest, something that regularly told her she could have done better.
She could have tried harder.
She could have been there.
She could have.
But she didn't. When it became too hard to shut emotions out, she spent time pushing others away. Vanya, included. But now, with their father alive and kicking and pissing an entire house full of already broken adults off, Charlie was going to start being a better sister to Vanya. One of the ones that needed the most love.
So the second she saw V and her father interact, she knew what she needed to do.
She needed to get out of the house for a bit, and take Vanya with her. Messages sent, Vanya asked to pick the venue, Charlie now waits in the back yard.
Several archery targets are set up, though there's neither bow nor arrow to be found, Charlie's been firing at these things for a while. There are scorch marks around the bullseye, the smell of burnt hay filling the air and Charlie tenses her hands.
One balls into a fist and fire arches outward, twisting and forming a recurve bow. In her other hand, an arrow made of white fire appears and she nocks it to the flaming string, pulling back and aiming and firing. She does this several times over until she hears something nearby and she turns to look, shooting her sister a soft but tense smile.
"I don't know about you, but I super need a lot of alcohol right now. It's tangible, all that anger and pain and distress in there." Charlie can almost see it and she doesn't want to.
"So how hammered should we get? Like on a scale of 'can probably walk maybe' to 'call an Uber driver and hate ourselves in the morning, even though it's probably worth it, all shit considered."